Name: Fatih [Fah-teeh]
Nationality: Türkish.
SN, alias: keretai [IM me]
a/s/l: 19/m/California
e-mail: aybar209@netzero.com

Likes: Art, open minded people, zen and philosophy, computers, music, basketball, the ocean, fishing, and the Mediterranean.
Dislikes: People that bullshit, boredom, changes that take time getting used to.. yet also predictability :)

2003-10-5: Sunday:

BahhhH!! I sold my car today... kind of happy/sad about that... at the same time... but eh the money I could use. then I go to work... doing 65... I pass a car doing like 75... then as I pass them, I see cops on the side of the road that I couldn't see before... then pigs follow and pull me over. For fucking speeding to pass a car... kind of need to gain extra speed to pass a same velocity car no? how can I pass it otherwise? anyway... I usually do 95 on that road... bahhh we need more autobahn's. Went on the BART for the first time today.. haha... it's so nice... I wish we had some rail system like that so I wouldn't HAVE TO SPEED TO GET TO WORK!! sorry. My work's so far away. Damn it I wanna get out of this desert. No sign of civilization. I liked Monterey... quiet and boring like here, but at least there's a beach. I want to go diving so bad. Got a antropology midterm tomorrow... cultural anthro... relationships between families... who's aunt who's uncle how they behave.. who cares? haha but I must say the Bushmen seemed much more respectful than people I have to deal with everyday. And we call ourselves civilized.

2003-9-15: Monday:

YAY!!! :D off work, going to get outta this middle of nowhere to monterey to visit a friend, then southbay to chill with old buddies, then frisco to party ^_^ I am making the most out of expensive california gas haha started to upload stuff to www.deviantart.com finally. My gallery: http://keretai.deviantart.com been sending this pic to everyone today... excellent work and symbolism... wanted to express something similar for a while.... http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/1559073/

2003-9-15: Monday:

What a monday... woken up by the garbage truck's noise at 7am... oh by the way... had a calculus 2 exam (make-up.. lol) at 7am... so yeah, luckily the teacher let me take it at the 10 o'clock session. Otherwise I would've been dead. Went to bed around 2, took notes to use with test, listened to music, talked to people online, painted, getting very close to finishing painting the pic below. Well I didn't feel like sleeping, I was energetic, and in a happy mood. Everything's all good... I like my job.. even though it's 1 hour 15 minutes away, and are attendance nazis there... going to call in sick the 27th to go to my sister's birthday party in san francisco ^_^ muahahaha school has been hectic, but it's going... I like where I am right now...except.. ahh ... just if she could join me... Pics from my Oregon/Washington trip are uploaded, but didn't make thumbnails yet. Selling my car: Honda CRX Si '91 price is high as it seems, will negotiate though. Don't want to have the extra car, and have to pay insurance etc. Hmm.. i never update. Maybe I should join a service like xanga? but then I wouldn't be a rebel :) everybody does that easy to update stupid blog ring stuff... hmm Visiting a friend's page made me remember I have a web page of my own! haha I have some ideas on fixing it up a bit, but no time at the moment...

2003-4-14: Monday:

Had a nice weekend, hung out by the bay area with my girl, took only one pic, but it's so nice.. I played around with the background a bit: Thoughts racing through my mind today.. big things change yet again in my life, hopefully for the best. Glad to have cool people to talk to about these and have support. You guys are the best man.. otherwise I'd go nuts! You know who you are :)

2003-3-28: Friday:

Couldn't go camping because I had two midterms today, but then one gets moved to next week, the other I could probably avoid. But I'm glad I didn't go, I would've missed people I'd want to hang out with. Uploaded the movie clips, added some more.

2003-3-26: Wednesday:

Decided to work on my site after almost a year... lost my weeks of blog along with the previous web host, but oh well. Updating by hand because Tripod won't support PHP! bahh! anyway, got a few pics and stupid clips but my computer is acting funny so they're not processed yet. What a week this has been... and I'm halfway there yet. Going camping tomorrow, then got a few tests friday. Things to do, places to go this weekend because everybody is on spring break. Might visit a friend that drove up to San Francisco bay area from San Diego with a leaking/broken radiator! Crazy guy... too bad he's not that into cars. Well this is the only update... everything else is the same from last year. I really like this layout and design, but I still wanna make some changes. Maybe add a few animated birds flying in the distance by the sun on the very above logo. I don't know... maybe if I have time. Time time time...